How to exist like me?

  It's complicated. It's complicated to try and emulate anyone really. But for me personally? Just be patient. Be patient and live with an admiration for all the little things. There's lots to see everywhere around you. Do things different. Balance on the curb of the sidewalk, make a blanket fort, get into a new hobby and drop it 4 days later. You don't have to commit to any one thing, usually. Just do what you want and care for yourself and others.

  And also use your turn signal, like come on man. Learn some defensive driving...